Saturday, February 28, 2009

Mocha Madness

I'm very sensitive to caffeine. I had a mocha a couple of hours ago and I can't seem to fall a sleep. Hence, I've decided to devote a few minutes shooting my random thoughts at this neglected blog...

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. I'm just wondering where my life is taking me. I'm satisfied and I'm mostly happy but I feel like I need to do something SPECTACULAR. What is that going to be, I still have no idea. All pointers and suggestions are welcome.

Due to the series of recent interest rate cuts, my financial situation is looking a lot better and I'm paying my mortgage off at a promising rate. Things are looking up at that end and I'm pleased.

I wonder why I have a constant need to prove myself to people. I suppose there is a good side to it since it has motivated me to achieve many things...but the down side is that I seem to be driven by people I dislike. Success to me is an opportunity to annoy the people I loathe.

I'm ashamed of my computer/IT literacy skills. I can't do simple things like convert video files. I need a major workshop.

I need to read more. I'm a senior English teacher who hardly reads.

*time out*

5 Comments:

At 10:39 AM, Blogger Thiagesh said...

Success is a personal thing and it really shouldn't be motivated by people who you dislike.If that's the case, you'll never really be satisfied with what you have. Not being satisfied means you lose the ability to appreciate the little things that make your life as good as it is right now..

P.S Senior English Teacher? Did you get promoted? good on you if you did.

 
At 1:47 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Yes, I'm well aware of that. I am a positive person who is driven by negativity. If that makes any sense?

 
At 4:02 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

OH MY GOSH YOU NEED TO READ!

What kind of English teacher are you?

I am kidding, you know. :) But I have lots of book suggestions if you ever want some!

 
At 10:37 PM, Anonymous mcpmaster said...

Hey..
I like this blog..keep it up dear..it very nice a..Its make me to think something about the life
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Thanks again..

 
At 8:19 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Man, you just need a 'higher purpose' in life... so that what you do is really important... eternally important! Life with a higher purpose is exciting and satisfying! Just a comment from a country girl from America. I read your blog when I pushed 'next blog.'

 

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